Sembreak?
Story told at 18:11 // 0 person(s) left violent reaction(s). Literally, insensitivity can kill you. I realized that, wasting a grief does not, in any way, let my soul breathe.

today is the last day of our final examination week. yet, i can't feel the sembreak.

what i want to do all the day is to sleep, text, blog, talk on the phone, eat, sleep, text, blog, talk on the phone, eat, sleep... and so on, and so forth.

i also want to change my Friendster layout because i'm sooo nasusuya na with the colors and background. grr.

but wait! the sem's actually not yet over. we still have a bloody defense on Monday. Software Engineering side. we also have to finalize the documentation for hardbound. haay.

and i also have a lot of things to do this sembreak which is academically related. yes. it sucks you know. but i guess it'll be okay. than just staying and being a tall bum at home. hmmm, just accepting the fact... =/

fresh CS and IT graduates, you are in demand. as if i'm not graduating from CS. hahaha.

Dominic Dandan, a UST Computer Science Graduate Batch 2004, PM-ed me this afternoon regarding the IT Specialist position in Mitchell Madison Group. its office is located in Eastwood City, Libis, Quezon City. i gave him links to the CSS and SITE websites so he can spread the news. haha. he promised he won't be spamming. :D

.. of course, he doesn't even know i posted our conversation here. hehe. i know he'll know soon. :)

actually, i just hated the link he sent to me regarding their company when i read one of the following requirements:

Fundamental knowledge in Networking and Active Directory planning, rollout and troubleshooting with VPN and Cisco routers

oh my God. Cisco's haunting me. hahaha. f*ckin' course. i didn't learn anything except crimping. ksh.

well, i still felt happy because at least he's not forgetting his Alma Mater. he even said:

its tough sorting thru applicants in Jobstreet - we're not getting the proper "techie + good english communications skills + really want to learn" combo that we need, so i decided to just back home to USTe

cool huh. i guess he's expecting a lot from us. HAHAHA. :))

grabe. i really hate Ma'am Bea calling us Cisco casualties. if she only knows, her nape is also a casualty. wahahaha. ERRR! just so irritating... :<

Sir Jhay texted me again. the message was:

Go cee on October 16 8am- to 9am only for GAP White collection Photoshoot on Thursday at PIANDRE Saloon TIMOG,willing to cut and color hair for MAGAZINE Release butdget at 3k less 30% plus another budget for a series of f.show starting october-january with GAP and PIANDRE LAUNCH.need 8 female & 6 male lok 4 jhay layson-pls pass

i really want to come! haay. i just don't want to experience another rejection in this world again. grabe. i'm so pessismistic...! but why not try? it's my dream, you know. WAAA. bahala na nga! si Batman. :P

i just woke up. the feeling's so nice. i missed sleeping in the afternoon. hahaha. poor little girl... little?

my 20th birthday is in 8 days. haay. i have no plans yet. tsk. i want to have/do something extraordinary before i reach 20!!! any idea, guys? :P

i miss a lot of people. my friends. my highschool friends. Inah. Zarah. Angel. i wanna see them! and i want to meet JB, too. the way he wants to meet me, according to Dracz, if she's not lying [if she is, i'll kill her. HAHAHA]. and PJ. and Richard. and Darrell. and Father Stephen. Father Stephen is our retreat priest in Caleruega. i love him. after how many years of being sunk in my sins, sa kanya lang ako nakapag-confess ulit. and that confession had helped me move on with my life... giving me a brand new life in this world and a chance to prove myself to everybody. but not on this sem... WAAA.

no words to tell anymore. maybe later. or tomorrow. or the other day. or next week. or... tomorrow. :D

bye for now.