So Busy
Story told at 00:25 // 0 person(s) left violent reaction(s). after last week, feeling ko, bumagal ang takbo ng oras at araw... bakit kaya?

haggard. sobrang tambak gawain! i don't actually know what to start. nagkasabay-sabay. ang hilig talaga namin mag-cram.

starting tomorrow, my world's going to be terribly busy [tiring, hard, hectic, occupied, whatever you wanna call]. in the morning, i'll be waking up at 6, go to school at 7 to start researching for our thesis proposal. goddamn thesis. we, my groupmates and i, find it very hard to look for sources since our chosen topic was too recent that we couldn't even see a book containing it. err. out of all the books in the library, i guess, there were only 3 books which have this topic. so, how was that? bad trip!

next, we're going back to la mesa ecopark on sunday [fuckin' family day] to retake our video in the museum. ewan ko kung anong nangyari sa video namen at nawala sa files ko at sa files ng classmates ko! another one bad thing. :(

next week, OS presentation regarding warp, lots of quizzes, graded recitation, submission of thesis proposal, NS presentation and documentation, and so on. i am too busy.

and... next, next week is our HELLEST week. it's our finals week. ang bilis! parang kelan lang nag-iisip pa lang ako kung anong notebook at ballpen ang bibilhin, ngayon, finals na! err. ni hindi ko pa nahahabol ung mga subjects ko. kinakabahan tuloy ako. :s

i didn't know what happened to myself. i got out of the concentration on my studies since i started my college life. nung elementary and high school ako, i was so proud of myself because i was always assured na mataas ang grades ko kahit di ako mag-aral. now, mag-aral ako o hindi, walang nangyayare. gusto ko tuloy bumalik sa pagkabata...

pero i'm not yet totally losing hope. i know that i can still rise from the dead, that i can find myself again. maybe i can never be the best in everything i do, but i know to myself that i did my best in everything. it's just that my best isn't enough... *optimistic to pessimistic mode*

oh well, for the next 2 weeks, i will be missing a lot of people, a lot of things. i will miss:
-- brian jingco [bf], who's there to cheer me up always with his corny pero funny thoughts kahit depressed na ko sa buhay, to ride with me on the trike, jeep and lrt whenever our paths cross, to buzz me in ym para ipaalalang brewrats na, dami pa..
-- patrick soriano [pat], who has become my friendly friend, kahit masyado na nalululong sa pc games [dota, in particular]..
-- francis diaz [clark], who once became my singer-slash-guitarist-slash-choco mucho-slash-katelebabad boy friend..
-- richard yap [pare], who always tries to find his way just to reach me..
-- ivan neric, who never forgets to even text `Angelaq` every hour [i am exaggerating]..
-- brewrats, which gives me a reason to smile even from 9pm to 12mn only..
-- friendster, which has been my best companion in keeping the good memories alive...
-- blogspot, which makes me feel a little bit free from anger, sadness and irritability..
-- et cetera :D

wish me good luck guys! :)

uhm, i'm planning to join the 23rd USTetika literay contest [category: short story]. para naman hindi masayang dito ung talent ko sa pagkkwento about my life :) encourage me guys! nyaha :D

*praying so hard*

oh, it's my kuya's 23th birthday tomorrow [september 30]. please greet him [through me] :D