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Story told at 14:32 // 0 person(s) left violent reaction(s). it was tuesday. at home, yes, i'm at home. i'm not at school. i'm not at the mall. just at home. it sucks, you know? haha. :D

it's manila day. we have no classes. fiesta sa san juan. basaan day there today. me? got a lot of things to do. a lot? hmm.

i woke up at 9am since i had no choice; ginising na ko ni mommy. at bawat pagpikit ko, pang-asar na kiliting hindi naman nakakatuwa. err.

puyat ako. dahil we were having an online conference with my thesis groupmates + verb [my ex-classmate]. unfortunately, for the nth time, i fell asleep .. AGAIN. T_T

until now, i haven't made my post yet about the DMT Outreach and Survival Training. few weeks had already passed. err. i wanted to say MANY things about my experience there. hay. i wish i could be as sipag as the others. haha.

currently thinking the reason why i made this post...

hay. so loaded. another week's coming again. another week of pressure .. of haggardness .. of puyatan .. of stress .. this is not the world i want to live. i want to live longer. :((

think positively. a 5-month sem is not that long. i can make it. :]

for positive results, of course, i have to take the following procedures:

[x] always be punctual. don't be late. pass requirements on or before the deadline. be on time.
[x] NEVER be lazy. it causes delay.
[x] have a proper time management. learn to do things .. ONE STEP AT A TIME.
[x] more ...

i wish i could follow those guidelines. X_X

grabe. super init. kung gano kalamig nung andyan si Frank, ganong kainit ngayong wala na sya. condolences to the families of those who died in the sinking of MV Princess of the Stars. i felt so sorry especially when i saw the photos .. lalo na nung nakabaligtad ung ship. :(

Thesis. Compiler. Operations Research. Network Administration [Cisco]. Advanced Operating System. Web-based Technologies. Numerical Methods. Software Engineering. all of these are ENOUGH for me to die .. just die. pagod na pagod na utak ko kakaaral! pero sabi nga...

Don't ever get tired of what's going on with your life. Just walk on. :)


see? if i would give up this time, sayang naman. ang dami ko nang tiniis. 10 months na lang .. hopefully .. DAPAT.. makakagraduate na ko. saglit na lang un di ba?

i just need strength to face everything. i know i have God beside me. i know he won't leave me this time. :]

i loved what we had last sunday with my DMT family. we had this bible study and activity about PACT [P-petition; A-adoration; C-confession; T-thanksgiving]. kahit i always say the same prayer, iba ung feeling kapag naririnig ng iba ung prayers ko. feeling ko, mas mapagbibigyan. haha. oh well, alam kong pagbibigyan ako ni God. hindi pa sya pumalya saken. hehe. :D

enough said. it's 3:30. i don't want to sleep late tonight just by doing school stuff. i was given enough time to accomplish everything. bad na ko pag di ko natapos to before 12 midnight.

sana maging masipag, matalino at matiyaga ako!!! :)