Misinterpretation Leads to All-day Exasperation
Story told at 21:10 // 1 person(s) left violent reaction(s).

i slept at 10:30pm last night. that was really shocking! wala lang. ewan ko kung bakit. ang init-init kasi ng ulo ko kahapon sa kadahilanang hindi ko alam. pero naiirita kasi ako sa mga tao sa mundo kagabi. dagdagan pa ng mga taong nagpapagulo sa ttotoong katauhan ko.

hapon pa lang asar na ko. pano, pati problema ng ibang tao pinapaproblema pa nila sa akin. problema nila sa buhay, sa love life. sows. kaya nga hindi ako nagboboyfriend dahil ayokong iluklok ung sarili ko sa pamomroblema tapos ganun din ung nangyayari. di naman sa nagrereklamo ako na sinasabihan nila ako ng problema nila. okay lang sa akin un. ang ayoko lang e ung dinadamay pa ko sa problema nila. problema nila, ayusin nila. hindi ung ako pa talaga ang gagawa ng paraan para magkaayos sa lahat na pag gumawa na ko ng paraan e wala rin namang nangyayari. nagegets nyo ba? nakakainis.

isa pa, pati mga tao dito sa bahay. kapag tahimik ako, akala nila galit ako sa mundo. kapag nagsalita naman ako, galit pa rin. ano ba talagang gusto nilang maging ugali ko?! bwiset. kaya kahit anong gawin ko, tuwing uuwi ako sa bahay namen parang ayaw ko laging umuwi agad e. panu, ultimong sa bahay namin misinterpreted ung mga galaw ko. matutuwa ka ba nun?! tsk.

pati ung mga taong lagi na lang ako minimisjudge.. wala akong magagawa kung ganyan ang tingin nyo sa akin. wala akong pakialam kung ayaw nyo sa mga galaw ko, sa paraan ng pananalita ko, sa paraan ng pakikisama ko. kung ayaw nyo ung mga ugali ko, sabihin nyo sa akin at saka kayo lumayo. hindi ung hahayaan nyo ko manghula sa totoong estado ko sa inyo. kung pinaplastik nyo ko, e di mamplastik kayo. hindi ko ikakamatay kung gawin nyo un. sabihin nyo lang agad kasi kapag ako na gumawa nun hindi nyo na magugustuhan..

sa mga namomroblema naman dyan, bago kayo pumasok sa isang bagay, siguraduhin nyo lang na lahat ng bagay kaya nyong ayusin ng kayo lang. hindi ung iaasa nyo pa sa ibang tao na hindi naman dapat nadadamay ung pagkakaayos ng mga bagay-bagay. malalaki na kayo. isipin nyo muna ung mga galaw nyo.

naku. di ko maexplain tong nararamdaman ko. :(

Labels: exasperation

My name is Ma. Angela Solis Solomon. My friends call me Angela, Angel, Anj and Gela. I was born on October 19, 1988 which is equivalent to 21 years of my existence in this world. I am the only daughter of Caloy and Belen. I am proud to be a Filipino. I have two brothers namely Alex (25) and Marc (11). Raised in Marikina City but grew up in Cainta, Rizal. I am a more-or-less-113-lb 5-foot-7-inch girl who was once offered a glamorous modeling career by one of our bus-mates in Hong Kong in 2007 but refused it. Already tried different whitening soaps to have a fair from a slightly dark complexion. I so hate the fact that my mom loved eating a pound of M&Ms Milk Chocolate when she was pregnant to me. Well, I had no choice but to believe in this saying, "Black is beauty."

Done with schooling. Grade School: Roosevelt College Cainta '01. High School: Our Lady of Perpetual Succor College (OLOPSC) '05. College: University of Santo Tomas (UST), BS in Computer Science '09. Masteral: soon. :)

Interests: Surfing the Web, shopping, daydreaming, fashion, sweets, gadgets, celebrities, out-of-town trips, hanging out with friends, reading books (of Paulo Coelho, Bob Ong, Mitch Albom, Sophie Kinsella), movies, music, food, beach, love, life. A WHOLE LOT MORE.

Working for Stream Global Services (CC7: Shaw) since May 2009 as a Customer Service Associate 1 (Account: AT&T HED).

I belong to an organization in our parish (Our Lady of the Abandoned in Marikina City) named Eco-Disaster Management Team since March 2007. I was surprisingly recruited by a friend of a friend. I became the committee head for membership and food on December 2009 as appointed by the chairman. Our mission is to serve the people. We do free weekly BP Operation, conduct outreach programs and extend our helping hand during calamities.

Mood swings.

How did I get engaged to blogging?

When I was kid, I always wanted to be a doctor. Then when I reached high school and got recognitions in my computer skills, I realized I wanted to become a computer programmer/web designer/web developer - or whatever you call a person who uses computer for a living.

I officially started blogging in 2005 after my website project in my fourth year in high school. Been signing up in different blog sites until I found my stability in Blogger in May 2007.

(Edited on 01252010 around 5:00PM MNL, Solomon's Residence.)